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Feb. 13th, 2026 03:06 pm
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Various updates: I got some new "straightening" (yea right) shampoo and used it today. My hair is air drying now which will certainly not contribute to the straightness but I'm lazy. I also got a new laptop and I'm so excited to show her off... whenever she arrives that is. I think I'll name her Lithium.

I started taking dexamphetamine and now I dunno what I'm supposed to do otherwise. I feel as regular as always, but I'm sensitive... last night I lay in bed and my heart was pounding and pounding. Nine hours after I had my second pill.

Motto Satisfied!

Feb. 10th, 2026 04:18 pm
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I'm really tired today. Really, really, really tired.

I set up portable installs on my USB for my own purposes. I'm gonna have to talk about these in an article soon... ha, ha. The idea is that I'll be able to work on my own projects using any public Windows PC if they aren't so locked down that mere .exe files are banned.

I'm tired, but really, I'm dadadadada-dadada motto satisfied~... Ha. As if many of you would get that one.

Museum yesterday...

Feb. 6th, 2026 08:51 am
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Yesterday I had a lecture in which all I did was play Chess. It was mostly people asking a librarian questions that were in the course reference guide, and I picked up on a lot of it, but the knowledge that I could just read about it helped alleviate my anxiety a little...

Afterward, me and a friend went to the museum. Here the museum is free, and there are many exhibits, and most importantly many taxidermies. Ahh! So cute!

Sengoku Rance

Jan. 31st, 2026 09:07 pm
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My girlfriend bought a copy of Sengoku Rance. Naturally, this means I get to play it too, bumming off her...

It's really fun. Like, I didn't know what the gameplay would be like beforehand, but it's everything I like about strategy-war games, plus combat that's slightly similar to Devil Survivor. Plus you can have sex with cute girls.

I'm terrible at it, I need to restart my save, but I'm hooked...

I'm so tired!!!

Jan. 27th, 2026 04:42 pm
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I don't have much to report on but school has been nice. I've made a friend! Several!!

I'm really broke but I'm thinking that when I get paid I should get a tablecloth for my desk. Nice and cute. I think it would make my room a lot cuter.

My first day of class...

Jan. 22nd, 2026 12:50 pm
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Today was, and still is for the next two hours, my orientation for my new course. It's a library course. As expected, many women--this is good! Less expected, a large chunk of men. I thought I might be in a very small minority.

After introducing myself to several interesting looking people I got some comments on my name being unique. It is merely a very European name, but in no way unique... I got complements on my piercings and outfit though, hehe.

After all this, I'm going to Daiso on the way home! I have willed it, so it will happen.

On an unrelated note I bought some new clothes from Taobao a few days ago and arranged for shipment to Australia today. I'm looking forward to it~ I'm greedy and want to be cute at school

I got a new shelf...for free.

Jan. 20th, 2026 09:16 am
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I think I committed some kind of fraud.

I ordered a cheap shelf from Kmart to be delivered to my house as I need storage for my books and CDs. I sat here and I prayed: please, come to my house soon! But it took a long time.

Now, four days past the due date and it hadn't even moved across the country. I contacted Kmart first. "My shelf hasn't arrived! Here's all my information!" They, rightfully, processed it as lost in transit then gave me a refund. Then I contacted the courier. "My shelf hasn't arrived! Here's all my information!" They got it to me the next day, that is yesterday.

All according to keikaku...
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Recently I walk and I walk... for hours and hours...

Yesterday it was 3 hours and 45 minutes. I walked 16.5 kilometers and it was amazing. It also entirely exhausting but I walked back far less damaged than the first time I did this route; in fact, the first time I did this route, I got the bus back home.

You might say, that isn't a bad addiction to have. I guess I agree with you in the end but I spend all day doing nothing just to get all my energy out during the night. I can't really sleep afterwards either, so it's not a sleep aid.

But God is it great to walk!

I didn't find any pandas...

Jan. 8th, 2026 02:16 pm
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My trip outdoors was unsuccessful. No pandas in sight.

My body is really sore... However I decided it's better to have a sore body from working out than a sore body from my health issues and weak body. Whatever.

I couldn't sleep last night... I'm so tired...

I have a calendar now.

Jan. 7th, 2026 05:36 pm
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As expected,
it's a panda calendar. My collection continues to grow, relatively dangerously. I also got a panda tote bag to use at school.
Tomorrow I want to search the local thrift stores for even more pandas.

I've decided to start properly exercising every day. I got some app to give me shit to do each day, but the words "I installed an app" calling out of my mouth are disgusting lol.
I'm also doing shoulder exercises separately, and various stretches before bed, both for my posture.

I won't call any of this a new year's resolution. The plan is to set habits for my whole life... I just happened to start doing this in January lol

Happy New Year

Jan. 2nd, 2026 03:17 pm
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It is the year 2026. Despite everything, I'm still the same mouse as ever. This year I will enjoy new studies, new friends, and new Shinjuku Gewalt yuri in my imagination.

I was very happy with my artwork last year.
Hopefully this year will be just as nice for me! But I don't have much more to say.
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The past few weeks have been complicated. I'm looking forward to the new year, and especially for tomorrow night, when the timer ticks over and suddenly...suddenly...the new year will have hit us all.

Us all here in Australia, anyway.

Well, today's slow and boring. My eyes are very tired. I need to practice staying up tonight too, else I fall asleep early for the New Year! That would be terrible.

I hope you are well. I've been mindlessly sketching today.

Merry Christmouse

Dec. 25th, 2025 03:26 pm
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This year was a big one; as will be next year, and the year after that. Every year is big, really.

I'm grateful for a lot of thinks. Thank God for mice,
pandas,
power lines,
love,
colours,
my girlfriend,
computers,
and most of all: music.

CYCLE RECYCLE

Dec. 23rd, 2025 05:29 pm
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My daily routine lately consists of waking up at 6AM, trying not to cry from how poor my sleep is, having tea in the morning and then retreating right back to my room.
I sit on my computer all day without doing anything, move to my bed to text people and similarly do nothing, then move back to my computer.
The only thing I do with much worth all day is constantly text my girlfriend, watching movies and playing games in the evening, but I fall asleep long before her thanks to the aforementioned poor sleep. It's not good of me.

On a good day I'll apply for jobs and go on a walk. I have not spent time with my friends in a long while due to various circumstances. Until study starts in January, I'm stuck in place. My entire life so far seems to consist of waiting for things to happen.

At least I'm doing something for Christmas!

Thanks for everything, Maya.

Panda paradise

Dec. 22nd, 2025 06:51 am
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Lately I haven't been sleeping well at all. No matter how early I go to bed, I toss and I turn and I have strange dreams. My body is heavy and full of slime.

Yesterday I picked up a new panda, probably the new centrepiece for my collection.

...this is getting out of hand...

She's mine!

Dec. 19th, 2025 03:18 pm
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For the longest time, I have wanted an Apple iBook, particularly a G4. I think the sleek, boxy design & beautiful white colour makes it one of the most beautiful laptop computers Apple has ever made.

Now, I've got no idea what to name her. She's massive, and I have a lot of software I already plan on installing her, but the matter of names evades me. If you know me, you know I value every computer personally, and as such... I'm sentimental enough to give them names.

The SSD is a little small but that's the least of my worries.

Did you know that these things come with built-in Apache web servers? I don't plan on keeping her as a server, but it's curious. I never knew this. This is the first Apple computer I've ever owned, actually.

I can't wait to play. It look like Jumbo can't, either...

I got a tattoo.

Dec. 18th, 2025 04:02 pm
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Today, finally, I got a tattoo...
It's the oracle bone script character for mouse, or rat. I've had a strong interest in both of these subjects for a very very long time.

Oracle bone script is the writing system modern Chinese (and therefore Japanese) writing was derived from. Questions would be carved onto turtle bones, cast into the fire, and the cracks would be read. A form of divination, hence, "oracle bone" script.

I always thought petroglyphs of all kinds were beautiful.
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I'm tired, tired, tired, every single day. There is nothing that brings me joy at this point. I can't draw, I can't write, I can't even find it within me to make web layouts, my former pride and joy. I don't play video games and I don't watch shows or movies or YouTube videos. What do I even DO?

In this post: Mindlesss complaining... )
じゃあね〜

I'm... so... tired...

Sep. 13th, 2026 05:38 pm
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My sleep has been terrible recently. I couldn't get to sleep until like 5 in the morning, then I woke up at 1PM, feeling intensely embarrassed of myself. I don't know what to do.

Today I had a shower, dressed up, and bought groceries for my family. I did my makeup of course...full shironuri lololol. Well, check out the Takuya Angel coordinate



I love these shoes. They make me feel awesome. Being 5'3 can be annoying so walking around as a solid 5'9 feels fantastic lol. I'm on top of the world! Literally.

Anyway, I've been working on a Serial Experiments Lain fanvideo to the song Angel's Trumpet by Euthanasie (who later changed their name to GOTHIKA, as you may know). I really like it so far. I wish my name was #449... that's such a cool way to write Yoshiki. My real name is already "49" when shortened though, as real ones will know...

Hoping to finish my AMV today. My dad finally noticed my 3 week old wrist tattoo while I was eating a burger for dinner, asked me what it meant (I explained Input/Output to him), then informed my grandmother than "it's some really meaningful gay community stuff"... shut up! I'm straight.

I don't have much else to report. じゃあね〜

Hello, World!

Sep. 10th, 2026 11:25 pm
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I'm a real person! This is a real website! I can post on it! Hopefully. This post should be the evidence.